chopstick_lady

Mon, 05 Jun 2006 07:30:30 GMT

so things have been looking up for me. Im not so depressed anymore. I mean I get angry and mad but I am having a good time, I learned to talk back to customers and to be rude in return instead of just taking it and pretending to be all nice and acting like I care.... thats what the world does to you, turns a nice person into someone evil. haha but anyways I think its cuz I only work really twice a week, and I have the rest to myself and family, even if it means doing yard work and cleaning, I dont mind. well the cleaning i do not the staying home :) my vacation is coming up and I cant wait for that, Im really excited. Ive been working on my art and for once its not a homework assignment, Im doing it for myself and as for a gift for my sister. I just hope it turns out well. Ive had a customer ask me out haha hes really nice and when I told him i had a boyfriend I think I broke his heart and his response was "aw he's lucky" I felt awful, but what can you do? he made me feel special though haha. I had someone at work remember my birthday and taped a note to my register saying happy birthday, little as it was It made me really happy. I was gonna save it cuz it seemed special and I forgot it and felt bad. I got to hang out with aleyda i know that was quite long ago haha but I didnt talk about it. and It made me realize how much I miss her. and YES I need to call you haha Im bad with making phone calls. I think its lazyness. and I saw sarah at work, which made that day better, I like seeing people I need to make more plans to hang out more other than staying cooped up, but I also need to save money cuz I keep spending and I need to save for my trip. People around me seem to be getting happier which helps. makes me happy. I hope everyones doing well. and thats it. Im HAPPY! haha

Depressing

Sat, 25 Mar 2006 02:01:02 GMT

Well I havent been on lately... actually in forever I thought that I should vent some considering I never see anyone anymore. I feel as if my life is being drained.... like I have no motivation to do anything anymore. Its as if I lost my little kid spark. Maybe its just a part of growing up. I have no clue but lately I've been thinking and I really don't know what I want to do with my life. This year has started pretty bad, with my job, my health,my family, and friends. I know I need a new job cuz the job i have now sucks and management cares nothing of the well being of their employees. It seems if you died they wouldnt care. They can all go to heck for all i care... well now Im rambling, but yeah Its just I got this really bad illness the doctor told me it was mrsa, and I've been limping around work cuz it was so painful...(dont want to go into details) but this week I had sat off to go to a baseball game and I went depite the pain I was feeling, thank god it was freezing cuz everything went numb. However the next day I called in sick because I wanted to get 100% better. I told my manager like 3 weeks ago that I was ill... and when I called the conversation went something like this ...
"ernie, I finally went to the doctors"
"oh you were sick?"
"uhhhh yeah remember I told you?"
"oh that thing"
"yeah well she wrote me a note saying I couldnt really work for a week"
"uh oh..... well when do you work?"
........
"oh ok well bring that note in"

They dont care... not a ok get better, or anything. And to top it all off my sis called in sick for the same thing on the same day and are stupid ass manager goes up to one of our coworkers and says "wheres adrienne" and she says she is sick... "wheres julie" "shes sick too" and then he has the nerve to say. "How convienient I gave them both sat off and now they both call in sick on sun" ASSHOLE!! but yeah my sister confronted him and he apologized to her. Freakin idiots. Thats not it.... Yesterday our store was robbed at gunpoint, how scary is that. the poor new kid got robbed. To think that could have been me... I think i woulda died.... Since the freaking asses took me from apparel and moved me to cashiering... They made the poor kid come into work today and my sis said his eyes were all red, I dont blame him... makes you think how much you value your life.

Not like my illness was bad enough, my family planned a trip to Hawaii to visit my grandma because we havent seen her in forever, and we received new three weeks ago that she was going to get a triple bypass heart surgery. Which was unsucessful so she passed away and my dad flew out there to go to her funeral for a week.... my moms been acting moody like she doesnt care about us, and its all about her. Kinda depresses me cuz we always think of her but I dont think she notices... oh well

I havent seen a lot of my friends lately or kept in contact and for that I'm sorry. I dont mean to ignore you guys I love all of you. I've missed everything important with you guys, like Veronica getting a boyfriend which i think is amazing, or like when I didnt know Aleyda had a boyfriend, or stephanie seeing someone, or whats even going on with sarah. I've lost a connection with all of you, except Aleyda who knows That i was dying, and I thank you for that cuz It made me feel a lot better just talking to you. I love you so much thank you for everything. You really are my true love model/star/photographer. I miss the old days with our group.

Sorry for being so depressing but I just needed to vent or else I would explode.

On the good side I think I might major in nursing.... (one of the hightest paying jobs) haha but I would have to bust my butt and take all new courses. but at least I would get a new job away from retail. ok thats it hope everything is well with everyone else. take care.

Edit* I hung out with Aleyda veronica and sarah... I had a great time. I love those girls... THANK you for coming and hanging out and just talking it was fun. you guys really made my day. I LOVE YOU!

Sat, 08 Oct 2005 22:53:38 GMT

SO I havent been on my computer much except to do my homework, check my accounts, and listen to music while cleaning. I have no life. well actually I do... work and school, thats my life now oh yeah and sleep. For some reason I sleep so much now I dunno why. so yeah I go to school mon-thursday... work thursday night and fri-sun so I basically have no time to do anything with my friends which saddens me cuz I miss them so. but yeah hopefully I'll see more of them after the semester. cuz for some reason i close every single time i work and I get out at like 10 or 11 which sucks cuz then Im too tired to actually go out or do anything. ooo yeah and im supposed to do overnighters this week, but i dunno if thats gonna happen any more cuz my boss is dumb and scheduled a guy to do a overnighter with carla (the lead for my department) when he has never worked apparel ever. so shes upset and I dont know whats happening anymore. but that should be fun... no customers... I hate customers :p but thats it for now as I have to get ready for work. blah. hope everyones doing well I miss you all.

Sat, 11 Jun 2005 07:11:35 GMT

so update on the birthday and everything after that..... i had evan sing to me when it actually turned midnight, that was cute. but i actually had to work on my birthday blah but It was good, aleyda called me on my break and sang to me on the phone with her lovely voice, and my sis kept telling everyone at work that it was my birthday so when i was about to leave they paged me to receiving and I was like what the heck i knew something was up.... so yeah I went back there and I see thomas and a whole buncha people hiding behind boxes, and they all came out and sang to me, it was really sweet, my cheeks got all red. haha then after that I went to dinner with evan and my family at onamis mmmm good food and then I got presents wooo haha. and then the next day is when I really celebrated with a mae concert with Academy is. The show ROCKED!! i love academy is's singers dancing, made me wanna dance with all that guys energy. and i bought shirts and got veronica to get the lead singer to sign it. and that was my birthday weekend.

And then we had a meeting the next weekend and i got a $10 gift card for being in apparel haha but yeah me and my sister got sung to and got a birthday cake .. not fair I got sung to twice, well it was still sweet of them and we got cake muahaha. and this thursday I got to hang out with my favorite people, Aleyda, veronica, and evan. I had so much fun I swear i always feel like im gonna die from lack of oxygen from laughing so hard when im with them. we took lots of cute pics which I still have to show you guys. and then yesterday was my sis's b-day so we all went bowling, so much fun, and then went to akita to eat, it was nummy. then we came home and we celebrated and gave her presents. so i had a pretty good two weeks. and now Im really tired so bye bye

Tue, 24 May 2005 00:36:24 GMT

so yeah, my birthday is in 5 days and I have to work and close blah! oh well i get to got to a mae concert the next day which is a plus WOOO im excited. I get to hang out with the gang. and i plan on going to the beach with aleyda soon on a much needed tan and swimming wooo hopefully with boogey boards. maybe I should visit work and see how much they are. oh yeah i work at 6 am tomorrow another blah oh well its money and I wont see customers that much tomorrow.

hmmm I think im planning on taking a summer class, prob pe to try and stay in some kinda shape other than a giant circle :) other than that Im excited that its almost summer. other than the heat that kills me. gah bumming around doing nothing cuz the heat is to much to bear.

Oh yeah and i talked to aleyda yesterday for the longest time in a long time we woulda talked longer if her phone wasnt retarded and freeze on me every two minutes. its always fun to talk again after so long. well thats it for now.. cant wait till sunday!!!!

Sun, 17 Apr 2005 04:04:44 GMT

So I've been pretty busy and Im takin a break from writing my paper which I shouldnt cuz i have a ton more to write but yeah HAPPY BELATED VERONICA!! i was gonna call you yesterday but I kinda fell asleep haha SORRY!!!! I hope you had a wonderful b-day you old fart! haha
Oh yeah and for all of you who dont know I finally got my car, haha although i dont have my license I got the car so Im practicing so i can drive myself around and have my mom stop stealing it haha but yeah its a toyota corolla s and black, I love it, tis pertyful, so look out everyone, i'll be on the road soon!! muahaha
I got 19-20 hours at work this week WOOO haha I usually get less than that so hopefully I'll get a bigger paycheck now that i have bills to pay blah. i need to save, i've been getting pretty good at saving, except for the occassional "i need a cd" and then i end up buying like 4. other than that works hell people getting fired, and we got a new girl who acts like a manager and i just wanted to punch her. but what can you do? i just kinda avoid her as much as possible. Hopefully things will get better. well i better get back to my paper. hope everyone has a great day!

Wed, 23 Mar 2005 20:21:30 GMT

i feel odd and I dont know why. kinda like cramps but not cuz they dont hurt i just feel really awkward.. whats wrong with me? I dont know. i just don't know what to do anymore. Im so afraid that i will lose the one I love, that maybe one day he will be so fed up with me and the things I do that he will just leave. I know we argue a lot and I know you're prob reading this but i know relationships have up and downs and I'm willing to work these things out because my feelings are that strong for you. i don't want to lose you. I shouldnt be writing any of this down for everyone to read but I feel as if I need to vent and I can only do that here. so im sorry.

"am i alone in this?
never a night where i can sleep myself till day.
we must try to figure it out, figure it out.
it won't be that easy.
we lost it somehow.
you come over unannounced.
silence broken by your voice in the dark.
i need you here tonight
just like the ocean needs the waves.
oh, the night becomes the space that's somewhere in between
what i feel and what im taught.
sitting on the shoreline trying to figure it out, figure it out.
to find out the meaning and reach it somehow.
you come over announced.
silence broken by your voice in the dark.
i need you here tonight
just like the ocean needs the wave.
fall around me now,
like stars that shine and brighten the way.
i need you here tonight just like this night it needs the rain.
the season has changed.
the wind, it moves colder now, colder now.
the clouds are raised,
the rain it falls harder now, all around.
you come over announced.
silence broken by your voice in the dark.
i need you here tonight,
just like the ocean needs the waves.
so fall around me now.
just like stars that shine and brighten the way.
i need you here tonight just like this night it needs the rain.
over announced, silence broken by your voice in the dark.
i need you here tonight,
just like the ocean needs the waves.
just like the stars that fall around me now."

Wed, 23 Mar 2005 03:37:03 GMT

SO as of right now Im really bored. I woke up at 1:20 and now my schedules being thrown off, isnt that just great now I wont be able to get up at all next week if i keep this up.

Work and school has been pretty much the same except I'm starting to believe that the sports authority is really hell in disguise. especially since we got our new manager everythings has just been going downhill gah I hate it but I need money so I can save up for my car.... speaking of car I finally went driving again the other day and drove from the mall back to my house... that was an adventure, the farthest and fastest Ive ever driven. crazyness.

Well my spring break has started off good, sleep, sleep, sleep, and I get to hang out with a special someone so thats always a plus :) and I just get to relax for 4 days. it shall be nice but its going by too fast.

and I cant wait till MAE come out WOOOO its gonna be an awesome cd.

Thu, 03 Mar 2005 08:45:09 GMT

i think Im in love.. shhh dont tell him :) haha

Tue, 01 Mar 2005 08:53:25 GMT

so yea I have a boyfriend now and he's great. He's the only one who truly knows me :) i love spending time with him. well i would say more but Imma keep this stuff between myself and him. thank you ;) well thats about all thats new in my life and i'm loving it like mcdonalds ba ba ba ba ba haha

ohyeah we went to the mae and relient k.. kinda late on updating that but yeah it was awesome. and i went to ontario frid with my family to go to the mall. where I spent a lot of money on cd's shoes, necklaces, a shirt, a movie, keychain, and a buncha other crap.

Fri, 18 Feb 2005 08:37:51 GMT

today was sooo boring up till about 7... but yeah I fell asleep in class prob from staying up so late talking to a certain someone. but I got to hang out with evan jc and sherilyn and they had sherilyn bring the notebook cuz they use us for our movies haha so we went to in and out first cuz we were hungry.. and sherilyn and evan made me a paper heart.. i shall cherish it forever :) then we went to watch the movie.. it was a good movie, I was surprised i stayed awake cuz i was so tired. but i had a lot of fun and now im tired and have work tomorrow... blah...

Thu, 17 Feb 2005 07:38:25 GMT

ok i was bored and got this from aleyda a while ago so Im gonna fill it out

1. What time did you get up this morning?  8:45 then fell back asleep and got up at 9:45

2. Diamonds or pearls?  Diamonds they are so shiny and perty :)

3. What was the last film you saw?   hmmm in theaters i think it was House of flying daggers haha with evan and JB.. flying dagger to the heart (right evan) and for just a regular film i think it was fight club :)

4. What is your favorite TV show?   dont watch tv too much lately but when i do its lost or csi

5. What did you have for breakfast?   a gronala bar

6. What is your middle name?  sukiyo <3

7. What is your favorite cuisine?  anything good :)

8. What foods do you dislike?  i eat everything haha Im a machine

9. What is your favorite crisp flavor?  is that a chip cuz like i said.... anything!

10. What is your favorite CD at the moment?   Anberlin

11. What kind of car do you drive? NONE at the moment rub it in my face why dont you :)

12. Favorite sandwich?  ATC at submarina mmmmm

13. What characteristic do you despise?  tall people makes my neck cramp haha j/k

14. Favorite item of clothing?   i agree with the aleyda underwear is the best :)

15 If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go?  Ireland

16 What color is your bathroom? a dirty color maybe I should wash it cuz its normally white right now its black haha

17. Favorite brand of clothing?  anything from aero thanks aleyda for making me obsessed haha

18. Where would you like to retire to?  in a hut on a deserted island with my friends

19. Favorite time of the day?  NIGHT TIME is the best cuz I am a child of the night

20. What was your most memorable birthday?  When aleyda and ariel got me a stripper HAHAHAHA oh man goodtimes

21. Where were you born?  California

22 Favorite sport to watch?   MxE

23. Who do you least expect to send this back to you?  I dunno

24. Person you expect to send it back first?  aleyda since she already sent it to me

25. What fabric detergent do you use?  i dunno some blue crap

26. Coke or Pepsi?  Pepsi coke gives me gas haha

27. Are you a morning person or a night owl? Night cuz thats when I get WILD ;)

28. What is your shoe size? depends like a 5-6

29. Do you have any pets?  a cocker spaniel

30. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share with your family & friends?  Not really i keep my life a secret.. im dark and mysterious haha

31. What did you want to be when you were little? cool

32. What are you doing today?   hmm what am I doing or what did i do? cuz Its like 11:35 and I dont really plan on doing anything else although I should do homework. all i did today was go to school and hang out with one of my favorite people EVANSVILLE PILI ROJAS from like 1 to 530 then went to work out with evan and my sis till 8 and now im here. fun fun

Sun, 13 Feb 2005 05:44:48 GMT

so yesterday was aleydas birthday. i took the day off to spend time with my best buds. we went to encinitas to go watch some bands play, but kinda got lost haha and stopped at one of those places that you only see in movies where it looks like a hillbilly will come at you with guns and knives and hunt you down haha. but we finally found it and watched the sess and long live logos. then we ate aleydas cake then went to jb's and hung out. good times. oh yeah and we went to pick up sticks and ate mmmm so good haha and aleyda spilled rice everywhere haha that slob :)

and todays my dads b-day gosh one after the other haha but i had to work today 9-5 so we went to eat dinner afterwards at onami... MMMMMMMMMMMMMM soooo fuuuuuuuuuullll haha.

so in other news I've been really happy lately, even though schools a living hell. and I think it has to do with a certain someone :) hopefully he knows how much I love to be with him, and just hang. thats it for now. :D

Sat, 12 Feb 2005 02:43:59 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEYDA!!!!!!

Thu, 10 Feb 2005 05:08:43 GMT

so today was pretty productive, I went to english and waited to get my essay revised towards the end cuz evan said he would pick me up and i "better not walk" haha. so then we had lunch, then aaron brothers to get my supplies for class, after that we went to the mall to get my earrings cuz I lost my cool hoop one. so yeah we couldnt really find anything else to do so he took me home where I got ready for class and then we went to pick him up haha i see that boy like 24/7 its alright I enjoy hanging :) so then we worked out and went to aaron brothers... again haha.. afterwards to get my sisters art stuff. and now here I am writing this and Im hungry so I think Im gonna go eat soon.

Sun, 06 Feb 2005 07:29:06 GMT

so wow its been a long time since I wrote in this thing. so much has happened since my last entry i dont know where to begin. School's been boring, Im taking english 100, math 110, art 102 drawing and comp., wellness, and astronomy. i hope I can handle all that. I have english with john, math with jennifer and jessica, art with no one, astronomy with evan jb cliff chris vanessa and angel, and wellness I go with my sister and evan.
works been boring, and with our new manager works been sucking more and more everyday. hmmm thats about all I can say for work, other than my paychecks are getting smaller too since i hardly work.
so yeah Ive been hanging out a lot with friends, we just started hanging out around halloween and now we hang out like all the time. I can't believe i didnt hang out with these guys sooner, they are awesome I love them. Me and JB are like brother and sister i love it i can talk to him about anything and everything, and just hang out and not do anything. well we usually just eat cuz its my favorite thing to do haha :) and Evan is my fashion consultant and work out buddy. he helps me shop for everything and tells me what looks good. I love my home boys ;D
so in other news me and john are no longer dating, It just didnt feel right to me anymore, but he's a great guy and I will always love him, i just think its better this way, and I'm glad that we are still friends, usually that doesnt happen often between couples that break up. that just shows how good of a person he is. thank you john for everything and all the goodtimes I will cherish them forever.
so my comp crashed and I lost everything which sucks big time. i had to reload all my music from my cds back on my comp, but I lost a lot of other music which I dont have. I also need to reload my killers and green day which mr evan still has, I left my sunglasses in his car too and he still has my movie, man he has everything, hes right I should just sign a contract so he could own everything thats mine haha
well I'm tired and I have to work at 6 tomorrow so I'll prob go to bed now.

Wed, 29 Dec 2004 00:00:16 GMT

So Christmas was fun. christmas eve I hung out with john and we exchanged gifts. He got me my favorite scent in bath and body works and a cd and some chocolate :) THANK YOU! and i got him a cd a picture wheely thingy with a buncha pics of him family and us in it. and a sweater to keep him warm. it was a nice christmas eve just sitting in his car. I loved it. and no we didnt do anything naughty ... well not too naughty haha j/k :D but yeah christmas came and went got a lot of cool things like an ipod some cool shirts the mae cd destination b-sides.. AWESOME... and some other cool stuff.

Yesterday we went bowling with john, jb, evan, and ALEYDA and a whole bunch of other people, it was fun. john finally got to hang out with some of my crazy friends. haha I love there sarcasm, and hatefullness towards eachother.. cracks me up. Im glad I went. I wasnt going to cuz I felt kinda crappy but aleyda called me and was like B!@#$ your coming and I said so haha or something like that :) so I went cuz I feared for my life cuz she knows where i live haha. but we had to wait for like 2 freaking hours for lanes cuz it was so crowded. then we went to in and out and then home. and now Im sitting here at my computer bored. listening to music. which I guess isnt actually that boring cuz I love music. so now im just rambling.

Sat, 11 Dec 2004 20:08:53 GMT

alright so I finally had a day off yesterday and I had a blast. first I got to hang out with john, we went to the movies and watched oceans 12. good movie. then we went to best place EVER haha ...... JAMBA JUICE. after that we went to the mall and i got my ear pierced again. which john got done for me. THANK YOU. so after that we went home cuz john had to sign up for his classes. but I had a lot of fun :) so I got home and on to the computer i went and I started talking to john marisigan and he was like "you gotta hang out with me and aleyda" so i did and we went to applebees with the music blaring in our ears. haha goodtimes. then we went to the mall with aleydas sister too haha again... and I saw the jerk evan :) and cliff and a bunch of other people. after that we drove john home cuz he had to study for a big final. so me aleyda went back to my house and sat in the car for a while to kill time til the movie started. man I love sitting in cars haha those are where you have the best talks. well after that we caught up with her sister and her husband at the movies to watch blade. that was also a good movie. and that was how my day off went. It was a good day off. thank you for everything everyone.

JOHN'S AMAZING

Tue, 07 Dec 2004 07:32:34 GMT

well today was really fun as soon as I got in the car with john I knew i was going to have a good night. he got me chocolates from sees.. mmm haha and we went to watch alexander which was really long but that just meant more time to spend with him :) and i must say that movie has a lot of gayness going on. i was like stop it ahh I dont wanna see that. but it was a good movie. at least the parts I was actually paying attention to. haha j/k YES we do go to actually WATCH the movie. but just being in his arms can make it feel like everything going on around you just stops. He's so amazingly incredible. and man he smells good haha I still have his scent on my jacket :) mmmm I love it. haha I know Im weird but oh well. so he drove me home after the movie and gave me the best hug and yeah thats all you need to know. man I cant stop smiling. I love this feeling. THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING! you mean the world to me.

Tue, 30 Nov 2004 07:05:51 GMT

tonight was AWESOME! thank you john. your the best.

Mon, 29 Nov 2004 20:20:57 GMT

so I haven't really been updating too much. cuz I got busy with work and school. but Im bored right now so Im going to update this thing. I have to go to the dmv soon and get my california id cuz the darn banks need two forms of id and one of which has to be given from the state, so I can open up a bank account and get my freakin money. but yeah anyways. on friday I went with john to starbucks and then we went back to his car and just sat there and talked.. I must say I enjoyed that very much. the main reason why he took me out was because I had a horrible day at work on thanksgiving I mean horrible and traumatizing. so he took me out to talk about it and just to get my mind off of it. and I must say I did need that talk very much... not just with anyone but with him. cuz I love talking to him, I could tell him almost anything. and we are supposed to go watch national treasure today too, I cant wait. when I first met john I didnt think he would ever talk to me and I didnt think I could talk to him cuz of my nervousness, but now we talk all the time and Im I dunno how to explain it... addicted? to talking to him. I absolutely love this feeling. I just wish I could spend more time with him. but thats enough mushyness for all you people who Im sure didnt care to hear this. but thats all for now I'll update later

Tue, 23 Nov 2004 06:36:18 GMT

so sat john came and picked me up from work cuz he's eighteen now. WOOHOO an adult. and then we went back to his house for his party. I have to admit I was nervous at first cuz there was a lot of people, but it wasnt bad at all. I had fun, he had an adorable cake that I wouldnt want to eat cuz I wouldnt want to mess up the pic. but yeah we hung out played games talked goofed around... I mostly watched them goof around. good times. thank you john for inviting me. i hope you liked your gifts.

Wed, 10 Nov 2004 07:19:38 GMT

so yesterday I went to starbucks with john and we hung out for like 3 hours. good times. :D I saw luis, david, sean, and joel there too. crazy sean haha. but yeah not much going on other than my stupid room needs help, the freaking door leaks which makes the carpet wet which makes my room smell funny :P blah. yup thats about it. until next time....

Mon, 08 Nov 2004 05:44:33 GMT

man so i finally got my job and this is my fourth day working... its pretty boring right now but I heard its going to get crazy around the holidays, but at least Im going to get paid.. YIPPEE! oh yeah and john gave me a congrats gift on getting the job... he's so sweet. so after getting my job I've hardly seen john which sucks, I miss him so much.

well thats about all for now since im really tired.

Sat, 23 Oct 2004 22:35:09 GMT

well its been a really long time since i updated this thing that I dont know where to start... hmmm well I applied for a job.. i think i pretty much got it although I havent started working yet... I want to start soon so I can get money, and not have to ask for it everytime i go out, plus I need to start saving for a car.

well yesterday was fun/terrifying. I went to the movies with john my sister and mom. haha I felt bad cuz we took john back to my house where he met basically everyone.. I dont think he was prepared to meet everyone at one time haha I hope he was ok cuz i sure would have been really nervous. But my dad seems ok with john cuz he didnt say anything bad (such a relief) and hopefully wont cuz john's the greatest guy ever. and to think of it john is the first guy I have brought home to meet my parents. i think this ones a keeper :D he seriously doesnt know how lucky I AM to have found someone as special and amazing as him. well back to the movie..'the grudge" my goodness I think thats the scariest movie I have ever seen in my life.. I seriously was scared long after the movie was over... and i think i squeezed the life out of john's hand hahaha sorry about that.. darn japanese scary movies.. those scare me the most... especially since i'm japanese I have long hair and it gets creepy when wet... I scare myself sometimes haha i will NEVER wet my hair again ... j/k of course. but i had fun i just hope john did too. but now I know my costume for halloween.... walk down the street in torn clothes with my hair pulled over my face and just walk all creepy... hahah yeah right I dont want to be killed or beaten up. but yeah thats about it for now

oh yeah CONGRATULATIONS VERONICA!!! ;) (hanger) heh heh